回覆08Sept有關楊小姐的查詢

楊小姐給李牧師一個訊息如下:

李牧師:
本人想跟你分享最近的經歷,並且希望能得到你的幫助。
大約在三星期前,我在家裏獨自祈禱的時候,突然不由自主地發出一些不斷呼求主的聲音,我的理智十分清晰,但那呼求的聲音不屬於我自己的,仿佛是另一個人的呼求。  
我以爲是一種靈裏的釋放,  
因為過程中我不斷的流淚。這個過程大約持續五分鐘。

之後,我想對神作一個禱告,想親近神,在禱告中我竟然有一個聲音跟我說,只有我現在跳下去,我就可以親近神。

在此發生之前,我在禱告中常看到一些偶像的影像。這些種種,讓我想起家裏有一些親人送贈的偶像裝飾。我就安排牧師來我家把這些東西送走。牧師來到以後,她讀一些有關處理偶像的經文(有眼不能看,有耳不能聼。。。。)我聼到以後,我在心理有一把聲音在說:你講夠沒有?然後我就開始失控。以下的電郵是我先生親身的描述:

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Dear all,

Just to share an extraordinary experience with you which happened last  
evening:

Last evening, my wife  invited a pastor and a church leader (both females)  
with the primary intention to remove the idolatry items in our home (given to  
us by my parents long ago for 'good luck', etc.); instead, it cascaded into a  
scene similar to the movie 'Exorcist' when my wife seemed to be  
'demon-influenced' - I won't say 'demon-possessed' since her rational mind is  
pretty strong.

The experience was very uncomfortable since my wife vacillated between two  
identities (one of whom is her real self): mocking and sniggering at us that  
she wanted to 'drop out of a window'. She did it with obvious wicked facial  
contortions; cursed me with 'what are you looking at?' (all in Cantonese),  
and challenged me 'what authority I have since I am not even a Christian?'  
(at one point, I was desperate and wanted to help her - so like our two  
Christian guests, I uttered loud to 'go away in the Lord's name'.)my wife
was then told to read certain passages, including The Armour of God  
(presented below), in her native Cantonese.

There was certainly fear in me but I did not show my fears because I did not  
want to be further held hostage to the demon so I kept quiet and watched the  
drama unfolding until around 10:30 PM. By then, my wife returned to her usual  
self - prayers continued and breaking (and 'symbolic breaking') of the  
idolatry items took up the event until 11 plus PM.

Interestingly, my wife  knew what was going on during her ordeal and she was  
worried for me that the demon might harass me next. Fortunately for me, I  
felt I was less terrified than I could have
been, because we attended a night bible sermon a few months ago which talked  
about differentiating mental illness and demon-possession (and even watched  
an unsettling clip on a real case!).

This morning, my wife still felt a little nervous as the demon told her some  
lies again - but she felt its effect on her was weaker compared to previous  
moments. Anyway, I read on the Internet today that there is no need to be  
underestimate/overestimate spiritual warfare, so a balance approach is  
needed.

The above incident seems so surreal that I do not think science can explain  
it well - I just wished I had made up all of this (like weaving this into a  
fantasy tale). Gosh, since [spiritual] war is upon
us, we just have to face it squarely - many scenes akin to those in 'The Lord  
of the Rings'.

Have a pleasant day and do not worry about us, as we should be in good hands.  
=)

Warmest regards,
X X X

以下又是楊小姐繼續描述:

其實,我裏面的聲音一直沒有離開,這兩個星期,它(們)不斷的恐嚇我,質疑我的神的信實。我身心都十分疲累。

教會的牧師覺得我只需要多禱告,就可以解決。可是,我真的覺得我不能靠我自己個人的禱告可以解決。很希望李牧師你能幫助。

其實,  
我覺得神已經為我開路,因爲,我在兩個月前在港福堂的查經班中聽過你講鬼附的道,才想到找你幫助。其實,我聼的時候是爲了幫別人,從沒有想過這情況會發生在我身上,也是因爲聼了你的道,我先生看到我出事的時候,他沒有那麽害怕。

李牧師,希望你能幫助!謝謝

God bless,
楊小姐
 

 

李牧師的回覆:

本人基本上知道是甚麼的一回事;同時也了解到楊先生夫婦二人也有一點擔心,所以即時在電話中回覆了他們。

有關詳細,容後再講。